please remember me, fondly

I'm trying to get my head clear

I push things out through my mouth I get refilled through my ears

I'm on my way to god don't know or even care

my brain's the weak heart, and my heart's the long stairs

Yesterday wasn't even that bad. It was today, it was the facebook notification that "Garrett is now single" that got me. I had a rush of emotions, I feel guilty almost.

The opposite of love isn't hate its apathy, I'm not apathetic yet. I still love him.

I'm not in love with him any more I guess, but its still a hard pill to swallow.

I know its what is right for me right now, but its hard to believe that when it still hurts.

life is hard. relationships are harder.

fuck!

the match of the century, absence versus thin air